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This one’s for my bff January 31, 2010

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I hate having my picture taken. And when I say hate? I really do mean HATE!! Not just a little camera shy but in-front-of- camera-terrifed!With each pregnancy I have…oh..MAYBE two pictures of myself. Seeing that this is my fifth pregnancy, it’s really sad that I only have a handful of pictures cataloging my pregnancies. This came back to bite me in the ass this past year and a half. When Ethan passed away I remember desperately searching through pictures. Hoping that MAYBE  I had accidently been captured in the corner of one. Or maybe a certain friend had DARED to snap a fast picture when I wasn’t looking. But the sad truth is that because everyone who know me knows I HATE having my picture taken? There were no such accidental photos to be found…anywhere.  Damn my friends for actually listening to me and respecting my  phobia!

This time I decided I am going to get brave!I am going to conquer this stupid fear I have. Instead of hiding behind the camera I am going to get in front of the camera. I am not going to promise anything glamorous or breathtaking. I am not going to promise that you won’t be subjected to pregnant acne and bad hair. Or even the occasional wardrobe malfunction. But I promise that I WILL be a valiant warrior about getting in front of the camera! ( To a certain bff….consider this your birthday, christmas ( ha ha, oh wait…same day,huh?)…valentines day and everything gift rolled into one this year!) Please, no applause!

SO….here it goes…..


Not REALLY moving. January 24, 2010

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Okay, so awhile back I said I was moving my blog over to Blogger. About that….truth be told this was not my brightest idea.

The reason? Well. Because in all honesty I am not that experienced at blogging yet. I am barely able to manage this one. I think the smart thing for me to do is to stay here until I actually know what the heck I am doing:) Baby steps, right?


Times five! January 23, 2010

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Too quote my husband…..

Lucky me, Lucky me.

Another boy to pee on a tree!

     He came up with that all by his self and I was pretty proud..ha ha.

We had our five month ultrasound on Thursday. I was a nervous wreck. Flashbacks from Ethan’s ultrasound came racing back. I have to admit to everyone that I have been afraid to get too attached to this baby so far. Does that make me the worst mom in the world? I have kept thinking that if I don’t get attached then it won’t hurt if something is wrong. The ultrasound tech was amazing. She was friendly and  MAN could she talk! AT one point she apologized to my husband and I and told us she would be quiet if we wanted. We quickly told her how much we appreciated her rambling as it was putting us both at ease! The ultrasound lasted about 35 minutes and in the end? She said everything looked perfect!

We are going to be able to bring this little guy home with us !! I can’t help but think that Ethan has been watching over him……and us!